Sitting, waiting, wishing, says a song.
I spent a lot of time doing that. Especially for people not deserving it.
Sitting: maybe under a tree, on a chair, in my bed, sometimes not even physically sitting. Spiritually sitting ...
...waiting for something to happen. That's the hardest part. Waiting while...
...wishing. Hoping that person comes back. And yes, that person does, though he comes into your mind, takes your soul and thinking, blinding you. Making you lose the perspective. Nice, thank you.
Sitting. Waiting. Wishing.
And then you realize how foolish that was. How stupid you are. How much time and effort you have wasted because of that person. And you laugh. Oh yes, you laugh. Why have I done that? It was so ridiculous. And you understand many things. Haha. Yes, that's funny.
Making myself ridiculous. Making mistakes. "This is the last time, it won't happen again". Haha. Yes. That's right.
It won't happen again.
Yeah...
Ahahahahahah questo mi ha fatto troppo ridere, soprattutto il "Nice, thank you" e il "It won't happen again".
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